THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY
I am watching an unusually amount of animes. I also have a strange urge to write like an ox on steroids. I can't sleep anymore, i stay up until early mornign 5 a.m. … as if i would only sleep every two days. Monitoring the hell out of all information channels, from /pol/ shit to moe, from /qresearch/ to the mainstream shit news. ahhhhhhhhhh. what the fuck.
I get to much information in my head, way too much!
This whole place, i mean this whole society is a mega joke and it needs to go away. Nothing is happing meme is driving me the fuck crazy! Just unpluck this shitty system alrady. Do it!
I don't think this would help! I think i start to writte a book, or manga. Or do anything at least i get this fire in me a little bit under control, i am way to old for this shit! Or maybe thats the problem, i am too old!…. fuck
I feel energized. As if i had two tons 5gum pulsating through my veins. What did i do? Nothing. Nothing at all, just sitting here and watching all the shit hitting the fan over and over again in a monotonous repeating habooning of never ending diarrhea.
Can't take it anymore, my fingers are fire i need to type the shit out! NOW:
What love? I have a wife, a child, everything is done! I am old, not so old, well but yeah, old.
But here i am, getting my brain derailed with fucking anime shit while my body keeps growing itnto a fucking nuclear plant.
I know myself very well, and i know this is not normal. Maybe some sun flares or what ever magnetic shittery is right now fucking with my brain, i don't know. I don't really fucking know.
Give me something to write right now!
I heard about a game where you had to type and shit? typing of death or something. Man i will rape that game right now.
>Ride the Waves.
That wave is a tsunami, you sure want me to ride that bitch? I can't guarantee to destroy whole continents. Said with that, i have some fucked up dreams about the end of the world and some sidestory happening right after the event that might get really dark as fuck. Like being buried under 1000 tons of mud, and when you take a peek out of the window, all you see is mud. The last three or five days will be a total psycho terror. On the first day you don't understand what is happening but as soon you start to understand that there is no way out of your house and that you have to dig up to get out,.. but you keep digging up and nothing is happening, no end to all the mud. You start to lose your humanities, maybe you will start to yell, cry or just hide out of sheer desperation in a corner in your own apartment.
Thats what i try to tell, something is not normal. I know my own mind very well but shit just got nuked like hell and now all those atoms start to energize like there was no tomorrow. Maybe something is in the air?
My fingers are flying over the keyboard faster than sanic. I try to stop myself, at least reread the shit and get all the grammer shit correct, but hell, there are moments where i really don't care and man, i tell you, i hate that backspace button, i am raping it, yeah, raping that shitty button on my keyboard. Can someone please give me a new keyboard.
anyone`?