I would love to go hiking with her while tripping on some shrooms.
maybe paint each other or some shit.
take a break, Anon. slow it down, we will still be here. maybe the meds aren't helping. find a strain for anxiety. you'll feel better
https://www.leafly.com/explore
go to yoga, it helps and it's relaxing. hot yoga if you could handle it. feels good. good luck.