Bakers you are awesome with your dedication and dirty job to scan through.BO, you have sacrificed so much and asked for nothing in return. Autists , your efforts have proven that a perceived deficiency is actually a true gift of natural talent that nobody else could do. Anons, you have dug and memed beautifully. Great love for you all. I'm out though! I have gone down too many dark holes thinking it will pay off eventually. Life has passed me by and I can't get that time back. I hope it all works out in the end but I lost faith and I am no good to anyone who has faith still. I learned a lot while hear and I am grateful in some ways. I am going to look for the most reasonable method to shove blue pills down my throat so I can forget the things that hurt my soul. Bless you all