>>12806604
Thank You
good relay
you see.
I always say I am not a Disney kid.
I wasn't raised on cable TV and nickolodean
I had the old stuff
my sister was 2 years younger
she was hooked.
as soon as they flipped on the cable
it was all down hill in the body image
and getting fat and unhealthy shit
i could see it
like her watching the americas next top model
and it was so gross
i hate this shit america
i had a computer
fucking thank my father
for keeping <TECHNOLOGY>
in the home
at a level
that allowed me to surpass many on Earth
I was hooked in to computers before you touched one
lol
i am not saying much
i am outpaced now
my dad was a fucking computer genius
he worked on like giant hole room systems and punch cards and shit.
you see. he did <chicken peckinghe called it, he couldnt type a keyboard
but he wrote code and algorithsm
iโฆ am not as <hipon the web
i actually like this space
cause it is linear
and i dont get filtered so much
but
i did
i had like a technology enlighenment once
i had a physical charge go trhough me
cause i felt
i could give all the knowledge in the world
to my children
on a 1TB hardrive and tablet screen
it was the future
i started building it
documentary
after documentary
i still have it
but i dont think the world is ending like i used too
but i was crying it
was like
i didnt need a library
i could store
it lal
in the tiny
little thing
you see.,
i didnt start where my dad did
but
i did start earlier than most americans and people on the planet
you might call it being like a cyborg cause you can use this internet thing as a tool or a weapon or it can make you stupid
sooo
i didnt grow up on <stupid intenert>
i grew up on MRCC or whatever and my brother was using commodore 64, i had DOS and learned Qbasic from my dad. hello world
print
else if/then
but without this critical programming info at an early age?
could I do this now?
if my father did not simply
and
remind
me
over and over
there is not a 01
they are just reprsentations
i <DID NOTunderstand
but i do
now
ok
just chill
my mother was an educator for years
early childhood education
she raised me on patterns
she didn't just give me fucking apples
she made me constantly put apples with oranges and then find a banana and then fit them in the right holes and now put them in a row any where you want. I dont know. I dont remember really. I just love patterns. I stil lovve patterns to the nth degree.
all i am saying is we are what we eat a bit
i was raised in unitarian universalism
but that is athest shit to me now
but i did have a baseline of non doctrine
which may serve me now