>Years wasted, completely isolated. Literally what now? Find inner balance and peace like some monk?
Dude, just start making some money.. if you've got nothing else in mind.. do something for yourself.. its not really just about the money but its about having a purpose and.. getting some experience.. If you do that, in 10 years you won't be cursing the day you were born at least and feel like everything was a complete waste of time.. The best way you can help the world, often times, is by helping yourself first a little bit..
Also welcome back