exactly anon. It is ALL too easy to fall into the "hater" crowd, miserable, laughing at others, "2 weeks lulz" and jeering shit like that.
I realized I was almost becoming one of those faggots, and snapped out of it last night.
FUCK that. I WILL put myself, my energy and my thoughts on the line, like I've never done before.
Too long a fence sitter. Too long worried about "seeming crazy and or/deranged" I realized I had almost fallen into the trap.
I had to hedge my bets, "just in case" the whole thing was a larp, and all those well meaning american patriots who took their time and money and energy, and gambled it all, and went to the capitol, really were crazy.
holy shit… this has been a wild ride..