its not resolved for you.
But ill say there were 2 in my life like that; 'falling in love'
like its a thing that overwhelms and transforms you.
Theres that general love thats great and allows for growth and then theres what you experienced.
Not sure what parts mirrored for you anon, but i was destined to meet those people; they are still doing well, well 1 is I think. The other chose a selfish path. He's my brother from another mother you might say, we dont talk much.
The girl is special and we are family and we talk but probably wont see each other again… This place is over in a flash in one sense, and other times its long, very long.
I dont fear death, but I want to stay and be a part of this time. I think great things are about to happen after a season of horror. The slow poisons are now forced to become an army manifested in vulnerable people and institutions…
On the way, youll resonate with and meet others, and itll be your job to build something good out of it with them.
That's how I see it. Im about to recharge, go to bed anon.