>HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TRY TO EXPLAIN ALL OF THIS TO PEOPLE WITHOUT LOOKING LIKE A SHIZO
Not possible since they get to define what shizo is, you're trying to win a rigged game. The truth is "shizo" by their definition.
>WHEN I DON'T HAVE A CLUE ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON IN THE BACKGROUND?
Not even the best autists do. It really is much more complicated than any one of us can imagine. Besides, you're supposed to not know.