I miss my ex-wife. She was my best friend. We didn't communicate the best in the world. But somehow, it worked for awhile. Time grew on and we sought the comfort of others, while still supposing we were friends. But this felt incomplete. Empty. She resented me and I resented her. But there was never a lack of love. So I filed for divorce, hoping mt girlfriend would be the right one. But she isn't. As well as we communicate, she will never be able to be the woman I need… What do I need? I've searched these forums since before Q Clearance Patriot. Q had nothing to do with our divorce,,, But I've searched for peace through Jesus and alcohol. I miss my ex-wife. She understood me more than I know myself. But we let each other go. Why? Perhaps we were looking for something outside of us to complete us. But she was my best friend. Said through alcohol and tears.
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