France Lockdowns- I can’t go on much longer.
I’m a foreigner staying in France for work. Life isn’t even real anymore. I work from home, tiny apartment, and only leave every couple of days when I can get away long enough to buy lunch, forced to wear a mask the second I step outside my apartment door. Then, back to the jail cell again before the 6PM curfew.
I’ve never felt so absolutely hopeless. Not just sad, lonely, depressed, anxious- but utterly hopeless. Absolutely dead inside, not a drop of willingness to continue living. There’s tears in my eyes as I write. If I can explain to others in less restrictive countries, what life here is like right now, imagine your dystopian nightmare, now pretend it’s your reality. I don’t remember the last time I had a full conversation with someone in reality.
I’m posting this here because I need you all to know the firsthand reality of this ‘new world’ agenda in other countries besides your own. We fear for what may come- but it’s already here.