Anon needs to vent, sorry Patriots but my nerves ….

I'm so fucking pissed at normies. They are the enablers, they enrage me and the best part is there is nothing I can do. I'm the fucked up one…

Not sure how long I will be able to wait for the plan. The only reason why it's unfolding so fucking slowly is because of those weak ass normies sipping fake news everyday. What the fuck are we supposed to do, wait here while it's unfolding just because these retards are slow to wake up ? Fuck these shits, burst their bubble for fuck sake, send them to the hospital who cares at this point they are rooting for evil and will have to wake up one day or an other anyway.

I'm pissed, I'm not a shill I'm just beyond frustrated with those morons, I can't remember the number of times I thought it was happening. Not calling for violence either, I'm just trying to figure things out while this fucking farce lasts forever. If this is just the beginning I won't last long at this rate, I lost my mind for years now, barely hanging by a thread. So much promises, so much need by EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING, but we take it slow for the brainwashed fucktards. Meanwhile children are fucking getting tortured as you read this, probably by the thousands, god forbid maybe by the millions. These people are beyond what we call sick, they deserve to burn in hell for infinity, yet we take things slow. I know the plan has to be perfect, for all I know we'll be here in 3 years still waiting.

I've learned over the last 3 years that my hate for the world was validated, sure God is Almighty and he's saving the world, but this fucking movie is getting long and boring. I used to be motivated and digged, but now what even for ? The government itself is beyond corrupt, none of our research will be used. If anything, it would be used to wake normies but WE ARE ALL CRAZIES TO THEM. They could watch frazzledrip on repeat for 3 days and they would still tell you it's just great cgi. At this point any anon here saying they kept it sane in their head is lying. What we know is just too much, yet we barely know 5% of the whole picture.

I would take 99% of the population in hospital at this point, even if it means me and every members of my family gets hopistalized. That would mean the 1% capable of dealing with it will actually do something about the children. That would be better than having an actual pedophile mob in the White House, while the devil's puppet are falsely "elected" all over the world to rule us and drag us down.

FUCK THEIR SHIT UP, FUCK EVERYONE SAVE THE CHILDREN FUCK OUR SOCIETY EVERYTHING IS A FUCKING LIE ANYWAY, LIBERATE THE EARTH WE WILL HEAL OVER TIME. I WOULD RATHER BE IN A HEALING PROCESS THAN TO WATCH THIS SHIT ANYMORE.

Inb4 hurr durr you think nothing is happening … You do realize what's unfolding and the pace of it is ONLY BECAUSE OF THOSE BRAINWASHED FUCKTARDS ? They have to be spoonfed already, send them all to asylum, I give no fuck anymore.

>>12929186

I stopped abusing drugs by myself, I don't have a sponsor and never needed one. The only problem is the rest of the world. If I was really the problem God would have let me kill myself.

>>12929308

The children would understand what adults couldn't. They would grow up knowing the truth instead of continuing this fucking farce. I'm just triggered right now with all of this shit it makes no sense at all. Sure we must expose and find all the traitors, but who cares if they don't all get caught. We will find them one way or another and if we miss them God will still claim them and they will pay one day.

I should go to sleep or go for a walk to cool it off but I feel like this is just pointless, there is nothing pretty anywhere, when I'm in public I feel like I'm dead and living hell. Nothing make sense and no one to talk to. If I spoke about anything we've uncovered to a health "expert" they would send me exactly where all the brainwashed fucks belong.

The upaide down is taking everything good away from me, and I used to be the most loving and caring person in the world. Now I feel like everyone is a fucking zombie, my parents talk to me how Drumpf is bad man because their television told them so. They think they know he did entice violence like WHAT THE FUCK.

The only reason I'm not jumping off the 6th floor is that I don't want to be stuck with all the sick fucks I hate down in hell. I'm just supposed to chill and relax and think about something else but CHILDREN ARE BEING HARVESTED AT THIS VERY MOMENT BY SOME OF THE SICKEST FUCKERS THIS PLANET EVER HOSTED. WE BREATH THE SAME AIR THEY DO. I'm so pissed, not sure how it suddently became an issue I've been for a long time pissed but tonight I don't feel like a children of God for all the hate I feel inside.

>>12929411

So many nights digging here. I wonder what this research will be used for. all the 3 letters agencies are a joke, Patriots are being destroyed by the establishment left and right, fighting this shit is taking a toll on everyone. Not sure how everyone is holding on, we should expect a boom we deserve a nuclear bomb followed by 20 more.

I'm not even sure the boom weeks will satisfy me, not even sure at this point what would.