what do y'all do to unwind? Even when I'm away from the computer, I'm always so stressed. I firmly believe the best is yet to come and I back Q, Trump, and the Lord Jesus Christ. I can't beat off anymore since that's what (((they))) want, so I'm pent up in more ways than one. Have been on a good diet sourced from animals and plants with as little processed crap and sugars as possible, but have been eating garbage due to the stress. Trying the mental, physical, and spiritual fitness to keep me healthy, but it is so hard. The world will be changing, and for the better, but nobody ever said that change happens fast, nor will it happen easily. The demoralization is getting to me. I'm very grateful this place exists. Thank you all, fellow Patriots. God be with you.
Love going outside, thanks for the advice.
I wish it were that simple. The amount of research I have done has me convinced that spending my material seed drains the spiritual energy of the body and is not a good thing unless done with a woman that I would be married to. Think of the nofap movement but on a more metaphysical level.
/pol/ is awful, but necessary for me. Wading through the ocean of piss for the gold nuggets etc. /biz/ is pretty good, but I'm too smoothbrain to understand what is actually going on. My linkies are very happy right now though. You can make it to /fit/, anon. I believe in you.
Try not to fret too much with "attaching yourself back to the 'reality'" outside of being able to get through your day-to-day life and establishing new relationships. Call it whatever you like, but you were chosen by the Lord Jesus Christ to help get the ball rolling. So long as you do everything you can and have faith, you will be taken care of. Unless it is with hobbies, I too have been unable to relate to others in my life since my awakening. I personally use wargames, card games, and board games to help connect with my friends. The real moment it hit me was when I was on a zoom call with my family talking with the rest of my family in another state. Nothing was discussed except for the latest product they consumed on the tell-a-vision. It left a sick feeling in my stomach. Writing this out sounds incredibly pretentious, but I do not mean for it to come off that way.
You can do it anon. Job hunting myself. Took a 9 month sabbatical when the plandemic went in full swing and have been living off of my rainy day funds living & frugally since last March. Starting back at zero with zero experience in anything important, so it's mundane retail job hunting for me. Thinking about Tractor Supply or Lowe's. The snow just hit us, so I have graced myself another week or two of being jobless.
ayys are probably not real. Willing to bet they are just demons
You should feel very blessed that you are able to say everything that you said, anon. Chin up. You could have been a useless wagie with no skills like I am. Starting back at zero in my late 20s really destroys my confidence.
Well we disagree then, and that's okay. god bless you anon.
>they live
Just wait until you start reading about Dicyanin, which is currently illegal as fuck. You can see things when putting dicyanin between two glass panes.
There are full-blown walkthroughs on how to recreate the exact chemical online (crazy what kind of things you find on metaphysical forums), but you need good chemist equipment and also need to know what you are doing. It isn't SUPER complicated, but it is a more advanced recipe.
"Many wonder why Dicyanin is highly restricted since it it’s not a drug, isn’t physically dangerous nor is it poisonous. However, a skilled chemist with keen ability is able to synthesize the chemical with basic lab equipment."
"The chemist also found out that his security code allowed him to buy all the LSD, Heroine and Cocaine he wanted but wasn’t high enough in clearance to request ‘Dicyanin Dye’."
Really activates the almonds, doesn't it?
>isn't physically dangerous nor is it poisonous
>chemists with security codes granting them access to hardcore drugs still cannot order any because it is "simply toxic"
can't tell if bait or not
It quite literally allows (trains?) your eyes to see into the astral realm, or at least partly. Do some research on it and let us know what you find out, Patriot.