To my fellow anons: I know how hard it can be going through this final darkness stage before the light finally exposes all. I wasn't strong enough and was, unfortunately, hospitalized due to major clinical depression shortly before the "inauguration". I had just lost my 25,000 follower Twatter account, our news sources, our board was under constant attack and then Trump "officially lost the election. I was lost and hopeless and couldn't see a reason to continue. Although I allowed my daughter to call an ambulance due to a dangerously elevated blood pressure and severe headache, the decision to be hospitalized in a mental health facility was made for me by the ambulance attendants. It was horrible – I lost all my rights and was treated like a prisoner during my entire stay. During the admission process, I was forced to take the PCR test for COVID. They literally held my hands down while they brutally jammed the swab up my nose. Weeks later and my nose still hurts. They took my devices and all my human rights. My admission not only didn't help, it made my situation 1000 times worse. It was an experience I would not wish on my worst enemy.

Fellow anons, I know that due to the isolation many of us live with and the passion and love we have for our nation, many of us are prime candidates for major depression during this dark period. I also know that a psych unit is the last place any of us should ever end up. I reached out to my brothers and sisters on the board (you were all I felt like I had at the time) and I don't have to tell you how that worked out for me, KEK. But having lived through it (thankfully) I wonder if we should set up another board where struggling anons can go - out of the way of research - where we can share support for one another. Depression is serious business and the slide into the abyss can go so damn FAST. I love all you bastards and would hate for anyone else to go through what I did. Thoughts?