Do you feel accomplished? Do you feel good about yourself? Did you wake up this morning and say "Ahhhh. I get to do it again. I get to spam the board with the script that they gave me, and I get paid." I bet you did.
I bet you rush from the bed straight to your mac, and feel accomplished having pre-made your 100 images of the same thing, and browser cache clearing shortcut/ip hop VPN, and are elated to paint the board red. It must be a miserable existence, though you are content with it because it causes other people some anguish.
I hope you find Jesus, or Buddha, or Krishna, or whatever you need, some day. But mostly, I wish you'd just fuck off. Nothing you say is of value to anyone or anything. Stupid is as stupid does, and your life is obviously centered around it as a philosophy. Seek professional help, please. I'm sure there are people that care about you somewhere, and are worried about your current state. If you don't do it for the board, do it for those that still love you.