I'm no angel and I have no idea why me. I have had an unusual life that gave me insight into a different side of things that most people wouldn't see, but still no idea. I rarely talk about this shit, but there seems to me more to it than just coincidence.
In what was a crazy busy job, on that day I had nothing to do and was able to sit in my office and watch the tv all day. I also remember driving past an opening on the highway that opened to the ocean, one that I drove by multiple times a day and never thought anything of it, and I thought what a beautiful view on my way to work that morning, little did I know
Yes, I know, nothing too bad but enough that today's world would slaughter me. I don't think I would last long as a small guy with a Trump attitude. I'm sure I would suffer and untimely demise.
Unfortunately I have extrapolated to that level a long time ago, it's left me with more questions than answers. If I were to go with the answers that I have came to my world would think I've completely lost it. They already think I'm nuts, lol.
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I really don't think any more thinking would be safe for me. My mind hasn't stopped, in overdrive, since I was a child. I'm afraid you will have to be more specific than that.
Too late for me anon. I've had many opportunities and blew them all. It wasn't for a lack of trying, but for whatever reason money has never been my motivator. I've spent most of my life like Forrest Gump, falling into buckets of shit and coming out smelling like a rose, unfortunately for me my luck has changed drastically in the last decade.
Great words anon
That's funny anon, when I was younger I thought I understood that and I felt like I could run forever, unfortunately I didn't do it. I also used to have a thing like I could feel myself jump higher than I thought humanly possible, could physically feel it it happening, never understood that one though.
Possibly, but I surely don't lack in the thinking department, too many possibilities to comprehend
Ie got maybe one more bread in me anon, then I have to bail. If you've got something now would be the time to share. I do appreciate the conversation though.
See this is where you get me for a second, I truly wish anons could see life the way I have had to. It had some really great sights, but also some very ugly ones. It is an outlook that most normies will never see but it was was filled with some brutal realities that would make great life lessons for most, ahhh to live in their world