https://www.amazon dot com/Bronze-Age-Mindset-Pervert/dp/1983090441
extremely well worth getting an uncensorable paper copy of Bronze Age Mindset by Bronze Age Pervert - just under 200 pages, first 40 pages are weird and then it gets really fucking good. Will help keep you sane, points you to great literature like Ancient Greeks, Nietzsche, Yukio Mishima among others and is a massive fucking red pill. Not for normies by any stretch. May want to get it before bugmen get wind and try to cancel it off Amazon.