anons is suicide the right options, i feel i have nothing to live for anymore - I am the only money resource in my family, should I go on?

i fully trust the plan but I feel I will not have enough money for it and my fam

suicide is prominent, I want everyone to be happy but it is not happening

i give all my all but it is not enough for my broke family

should i just give in and end my life?

god help me