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>anon if u only knew that u will end up back here, maybe u wouldnt contemplate the thought.
Yeah. No. It's pretty much a crap shoot at this point.
Being fucking tortured is annoying AF
Not everyone on Earth gets tortured this bad.
Although, some do have things severely worse.
Still. Being fucking tortured is shitty AF.
Not sure how fucking long it is going to last, but my body is becoming more and more incapable of enduring such ever-on-going physical stress.
Really only going to be a matter of time before my body actually breaks down completely and dies accordingly.
Like said, I'm only thinking about the option.
Really wish there was some fucking alternative.
But if every last elected official and organizations supposedly responsible cannot stop blatant crimes against humanity that continue to compile and complicate faster than we can fix, is there really any hope to look forward to if people cannot prevent innocent loved ones from getting abused, tortured, and/or murdered to death?
I want to say that it has to get better, eventually, but right now we appear to be in a freefall, attempting to find rock bottom, just to make people so goddam used to insanity, that even pure shit will seem like an improvement.