Shill harder.
All anyone has to do is tag you ID and read your posts - clearly a shill.
The only sound reason you’ll get is this - it’s not up to you.
If you’re so miserable you can kill yourself and bitch to the Almighty about it. I’m sure He’ll tell you to fuck off (in more righteous words) and toss your lying ass in to the lake of fire.
This is a place of research, not your diary. Provide input that is useful or fuck right off.