Beautiful soul and cherished person, I know things are difficult - more difficult than we anticipated.

Remember this - God 'will make a way' and provide a full solution, even greater and more glorious than you hoped for. Re-read and meditate on the events of Exodus, and do not allow yourselves to perish like 'those in the wilderness' who delayed the victory and died for 'murmering and complaining' and because of their lack of faith in God, who was demonstrating His power to them in the physical realm. Everything in Exodus not only happened historically, but is a metaphor for us now.

Why does God allow a situation to become so entirely 'hopeless' before He acts? So that when He acts, no one can doubt that it was done by His imnipotent will and omniscient plan. To His glory alone, and not to any man's glory.

Believe in yourself, and believe in God. Think for yourself, and think with the mind of the Creator/Savior. These are not contradictions.

Faith is not blindly hoping; faith is a tangible reality outside of timespace that we are able to perceive in the now, when we perceive with our spiritual self and within the eternal Soul, whose very existence not only foreknew all of this and allows us to participate in it, but continually allows us "to move, and breath, and have our being." Can you not only complete these portions of statements from scripture, but live it in your daily life? - "You will find Me when you….", and "Do not worry about… but seek first the…"