I'm somewhere on the autism spectrum though it wasn't ever really diagnosed, I just know I did autism things as a kid and my thought patterns are pretty 'tistic. Nowhere close to the legit 'tisms that give you math superpowers for instance, but there it is.
I will admit that during the last five years my look on spirituality shifted significantly. I am remiss to declare belief in "God as a Deity" because I was a self-declared atheist/agnostic and I will readily admit I do not practice any honest religious thinking or anything like that.
I have, however, started to think differently about things and others. I did note that instead of exhibiting frustration and despair about how things are and have been, it is much, much better to instead exhibit the hope, the unstated need for things to return to, from a lack of a better word, harmony. It is my understanding that by exhibiting hope towards the plan as well as total, unflinching support towards the people I know for a fact are white hats SPECIFICALLY EVEN IF THEY DO THINGS THAT SEEM COUNTER-CONCURRENT TO THE PLAN (like Trump's vax call. I believe he wasn't speaking to ordinary people when he said that.)
So I guess I do believe in something. I do believe in the Plan and that it's guiding us out of the hellscape of reality so many of us were unaware of for the longest time. Do I believe in God as a defined deity? Not really.
Do I believe in something that is completely untangible, not able to be understood, not able to be detected in any way, sense or form, which influences the world and is SOMEHOW related to our consciousness as humanity and VERY STRICTLY related to our morality? I guess I do.