You are the first reasonable theist I've met in years.
I once asked an ordained Tibetan holy man how to speak without referencing the self and not sounding insane to normies. He advised me to just speak normally. Dunno if you care, just mentioning it.
You can tell the truth to people all day, they usually won't investigate it or believe you. When the ideas get traction, then the effort is usually made to censor them.