>>13266826 (LB)

i dont claim to know,

but i have always thought it was strange that jesus would have god refuse anyone who doesnt first worship jesus, this forced middle man idea always seemed to me logically to be just what the devil would do.. to get in between you and god. it also seems like a breaking of the commandment "Thou shalt have no other gods before Me"

it also seems strange to think god would prefer you pray to jesus instead of directly to god.

i pray to god all the time but i always feel really uncertain and full of doubt when i consider jesus.

yet i have zero doubt praying straight to god,

i have asked god for a sign about jesus and if its is truth or deception, i think i usually see gods signs, but on this one i do not, only more doubt as time goes by.