Do you want to live in a evil world with hate and misery or a world of love and beauty.
Start imagining the world you want to live in and make it manifest.
Learn to meditate and regain your ability's.
If you only knew about Free Will and soul contracts you would learn that God sits back and we as a collective decide if we are going to follow good or evil.
The timeline ended for that decision. Now we as a collective using free will decided to that the path of good/ light. Now you have to go.
Cya