I must be seriously depressed. I don't even care anymore. The one thing that I found truly intriguing on this wild ride of life. The idea of ET's. Read stacks of books. Wathed every show or movie I could. Studied technology and science. Designed an electro-optical tracking system (can't afford to build it) to keep those eyes to the skies 24/7. In my time, nothing has ever panned out. I have my favorite stories. They remain consistent. The other stories, the fish get bigger with every re-telling. Always left with having to decide if thought someone was credible. 2020 we get all these little news blurbs all but spilling the beans. Don't even care. Most likely explanation is DS distraction. It isn't working.