I love it when they start defying the laws of free will, nature, pharmacodynamics, sexuality, intimacy, reality itself…

It feelsgoodman, to never stop winning.

To think that all I had to do was pretend that all of those extremely deep & vivid pain that is being self manifested by the thoughts of rejection, abandonment, shame, poverty, intellectual disabilities, and other ways to victimize my existence; aren't actually real, they are just bad dream metaphors that I am processing introspectively, in order to validate and justify my voluntary celibacy and loneliness.

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