>>13326258 (pb)

Why choose to believe that what comes next is worse than now? I remember being young once…and watching friends loose their grandparents. My family was what one would call young starting…married very young…had kids very young…so I didn't lose either grandparent until well past middle aged (long living too)…but I remember the thought that I could NOT bear to lose them…that "god" hold off destroying the world until I'd had a chance to grow up, marry, have kids…build a life/experience a life. (I was raised with this DOOM ideation as a Christian).

"when I was a child I spoke like a child, thought like a child, reasoned like a child…and when I became a man…I put away the things of the child"..1 Corinthians 13:11

Is the "child" a metaphor for being a "spiritual babe" and not understanding "the things and ways of this world?" I think so….the Tao of Steve says it all

Be desireless

Be excellent

Be gone

Desire is the root of ALL unhappiness/misery. Once we set aside desire or want…we become satisfied within ourselves…that what we are at any moment, is enough.

I remember being terrorized by Christian imagery. The movie "Left Behind" was probably the worst horror movie ever made. It left you in a space of continual doubt…that somehow you'd be found wanting, that no matter how GOOD you were, you could never be quite sure you were good enough because of a sin you didn't ask forgiveness for…something…god appeared to be kind of a nit picker…if you ask me.

If "god: is love, then why would it engage in terrorizing, threatening, blackmailing people…I will KILL YOU FOREVER if you don't love me…but I'm merciful, if you just love me enough I'll save you…..honest.

I think that the FEAR that imagery produces is about as far from love as anything could ever get. ALL three Abrahamic religions are 10% fear-based.

Funny that ALL the things I "desired" as a child…don't matter at all anymore. Not a whit. I find that shift in me to be most….useful, as far as developing "that peace that passeth all understanding".

GOD WINS…welp, I guess he can't flood us all to death again (I mean 8 people good enough to save? SRSLY?) he said next time he "won" it would be fire…well then…Ok. But now we got people battling for position on the ship of 144.000. KEK.

>>13326277

KEK…I wrote the 23rd too as the faucet beginning to drip….Someone shooped a pic of Trump holding a folder that said "resurection" and Ivthought…kek..that's a meme time to "rise from the dead" for the "god king"…kek after all some kike in Israel sent Trump what amounts to a flat out death threat (which he retweeted) calling Trump the "king of the jews"…and Christians just thought that was amazing….and I'm like…WTF happened to the LAST man the jews called the king of the jews…whew that went RIGHT over everyone's heads.

PERSONALLY I'd love to see Trump's big TADA onApril Fool's day''…that's MUCH more appropriate and truer to his character. And yeah, no matter when ALL YOU ALL are going to be PISSED AF at him…because YOU were fucking retards too…going from fake news fake news to despair because you couldn't SEE that Biden was NOT fucking president. OH POOR YOU. I'm gonna kek my ass off at your impotent rage.

As for the rapture….well OK then…but I wonder if it's what you THINK it is? "disappeared in the twinkling of an eye"..one taken, one left behind….anyone think that perhaps all those indigenous shrooms on Patmos Island sent John into a weird space like they do everyone else?

>>13326476

I know all about the Sun…..:) Meh…it's only 1 single breath. I wouldn't waste my life no matter when it will end…worrying over every breath being the last. The only thing that offends me about the "end" is …fuckitol I hope it doesn't hurt. KEK….but even if it DOES hurt….it won't last long I reckon. I'd rather be on the beach watching that tsumani coming in knowing I POOF on out of this meat suit the first wave. :D

Well–you know something is coming…so prepare for the worst and live the best. YOU choose your suffering. Choose not to…:)

>>13326528

I didn't think I needed your cuntly permission to respond. Sorry Karen.

>>13326508

Funny init…when we are children we are blissfully ignorant of the SHIT our parents were going through (if you had good parents)…..and you desperately want to grow up. One of my relations knew….(one of those fey children)…and one day got into such distress pushing on the top of their head crying…NOONOOO NOOO I don't want to grow up.

We are made up entirely of our memories, if you think about it….I enjoy the revelry of remembering those carefree days of running the woods, building forts, fishing in the creek…without a single worry in the world..unaware that just up the hill my parents were wondering how we'd make it through the year on so little.

>>13326615

I don't "automatically accept" that any ET civilization is all that more "advanced". I tend to think that life out there is much like we see in Stargate…or Battlestar Galactica….idealizing other worlds as "better" or more.advanced is the currency of those that Channel….and those that believe them.

>>13326466

Why, might I ask. are you.campaigning so hard to have outside coms inserted into Q's record?

So you can go back to whatever hole you've crawled out of and gloat how you tricked us?

STOP. Just stop. if and when Q has something to say to us…I'm fairly certain Q won''t be too shy to put their name to it.

Q didn't KNOW about trip codes until 4chan schooled it. So FUCK off.

>>13326689

KEK…you cannot avoid or control nature. Even the highly advanced technological society of the Asgard faced extinction…with all their technology. We are NOT the captain of the earth….we are guests, as THEY are merely guests on whatever stars/planets they live on.

Earth is going to do what she's always done and "humans" will do what they've always done..adapt to whatever she decides to do…..there have been MORE than one period of living underground…:) for reasons. Personally I hope I can avoid the "return function" now that I know better than to "go to the light"…like the caek, the LIGHT is a lie.

>>13326728

YW…I find it I quiet my mind and just close my eyes I can call up any of those events as if I were in that moment.

WE are comprised of the sum of our memories.

Each second that passes is nothing but a memory, each incoming second is a potential memory :)

I much prefer to remember how each time I headed to the creek filled with wonders waiting for me to uncover… I'd plot to outrun the only cow that had horns and took pleasure in chasing me in hopes of fatally goring me……how afraid I was of that wily wicked cow….(not a bull..a hesheit hermaphrodite tranny cow…with teets and a dick and horns)…and how I grin now recalling the day my Grandpa came home from the slaughterhouse…and gave me that set of horns…that I proudly nailed up on the side of the barn.

FUCK YOU EVIL TRANNY COW :D

>>13326762

Well, there was a time before time…when some folk here packed their toys and went to Mars to wait it out…but…..as you can see from the Mars rover…shit happens…everywhere.

Mokshaw is a curious concept…that if upon death you exit the body at 45 degree angle and turn AROUND there will be guides to aid you to a different dimension….rather than that light tunnel that sucks you in and regurgitates you spitting you back out on earth…but stripped of your memories. I've helped some on their last minutes…by at least telling them of the option…I was kinda pissed when I found out I fucking didn't have to come back here when I died (long story…fuck kek..the damn light…) But I did choose to…I mean actively chose to return to my body so I think overall I wasn't finished here yet so I'm not too resentful.

ARGH, I chose my suffering ;D