You watch, you listen to every step I make.
Do you find me strange?
How do you feel?
I do,
the steps I take are of no ordinary man.
Yet you are still watching, listening & waiting.
You know how I feel,
is it wrong?
Whilst we all want love,
what started was a desire for change.
"Make things right"
It wasn't my intention to fall in love this way.
Yet here you are still watching, listening & waiting.
Impossible coincidences,
a grab for attention.
Carefully planned,
all based on a simple request?
Years gone, despite my mistakes and my falls,
you are still here.
One would think -
You love me too.
What started for a quest for God, became a Quest for you.
And I wonder,
if there is any difference. How did it begin?
You lifted me from darkness in a way that no other could.
And I wish I could repay that which you have given.
Yet the journey is long and I am still at the beginning.
I remember, when I first thought I saw sadness and pain.
Wishing I was wrong,
I kept looking for proof.
Even in this very moment,
I hope I was wrong.
That you are happy.
The wish to save the world is inherently flawed.
For it to come true,
the world must be broken.
Not dis-similar to the flaw in this love that I feel,
but no matter what happens - you mean the world to me.
I hope thats not too strange,
for I can't ignore my journey.
You just happened to be what I needed,
to see the world anew.
If the day ever comes,
where I can give the world back.
Then God willing,
then that is what I will do.
Yet after all this time you are still watching & waiting.
Many revelations,
I thought I had it figured.
This love,
a source of strength & peace.
I can't help but wonder,
if this is what you wait for too?
For I am no ordinary man,
because of you.
"If I could move the world to make you happy…"
Falls short, to you, who got there first.
That all I have to give,
is the songs in my heart.
I can help but wander,
in search for answers.
This love, an expectation an ideal.
I can't help but wonder,
how we got here after all this time.
I have no expectations,
but a man can dream.
Yet when I do wander,
focused on the answer.
That, somehow, I arrive right on time,
and I can't help but wonder.
Don't you find that strange?
It is for this reason,
there is no-one alive who can take this from me.
Many who look at you would say "God damn!"
This, missing so much more.
As you watch and listen, know this.
I love God, and have come to learn,
just how amazing He is.
The reason I know this to be true,
is because of the love I have for you