You need to get off the board and find God. You are asking for prayer - but you need to remember that fear does not come from the Lord - it comes from Satan. Seek Jesus. Admit you are a sinner and need salvation from your sin. Believe that Jesus shed his blood on the cross to wash away your sin which allows you to come into God's Holy presence. Believe that Jesus died and rose again on the 3rd day. You will be changed in an instant into a child of God and all the Power and Joy and Peace that comes with it and as his child, no evil power can come against you. Call on HIS name and tap into the same awesome power of God that created the heavens and earth and everything in it. Can the created (demonic forces) succeed against the Creator – God? No way.
God bless you, Anon.