Anonymous ID: b1a8c0 April 13, 2021, 11:42 a.m. No.13417602   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>13417586

and I have so much more to wake up to…but petty arguments started by loved ones over their worst fears

I have to find quiet time each day or I feel like they get me back there too

 

But I don't forget as much as I used to and the frustration is 25% of what it was earlier this year. I see the change.

Anonymous ID: b1a8c0 April 13, 2021, 11:49 a.m. No.13417654   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>7671 >>7683

>>13417609

Truly, for me, just my loved ones experiencing the awakening is a little tough. My partner has stuck their head in the sand for a long time in order to stay asleep. They're sensitive like me, but without as much curiousity, so they remain fear bound because of the media and social media.

 

The "I can't" from loved ones you know are strong – it's not imprisoning me, it's making me ache trying to figure it out for them. It is hard to see their walls crumble and they not notice, or be able to listen.

 

But if things have improved this far in this long, we must be making things easier. That's my reasoning. And I'm here each day, keeping tabs on what I can, so I stay oriented. Thanks to anons, I'm doing okay. But I do want to say it's probably normal to feel these things, and to try to want them to get better.

 

Prayer helps me.