I had a special someone who for the past 5 years had kept my days bright despite us living through what feels like hell on Earth. She left me 6 months ago and I wasn't even given the chance to say goodbye in person or through a call. She said she's sorry that things didn't turn out the way I expected (regarding the plan/world changing for good). For months I grieved her absence like I would grieve a loss (death) of a loved one because I had been with her for so long. I thought we were meant to ride out this insanity together, but now my days are darker without her and I've been unable to climb out of this pit of despair and depression.
Please pray that I find the strength to carry on this fight, anons, until the very end.