On the contrary, I'm not blackpilled. I see exactly what is taking place.
The truth of the matter is - nobody REALLY knows what is going on or who the white hats are or even if there are any white hats. Anybody who says they do is full of beans. Deception is the overarching theme of the lead up to last days (which, as a life-long student of the Bible, I sincerely believe we are in). The ONLY one we can truly trust and should trust is God. My hope rests in Him. If God uses Trump/Q to get us through, no one will be happier than I. If Trump/Q flame out, I will still have my peace and joy given to me by the Holy Spirit.
May God bless us all, anon.