I think I saw this Assholes TikTok teaching how to "Not" make Molotov cocktails and fight police.
That's great Anon!! There are multiple ways to come to believe in God, beyond just The Bible. Even that is somewhat skewed, what matters is Whats in your Heart and if you work towards Good and Helping others for the sake of Helping others instead of doing it expecting a reward. Trust yourself and learn what you want and what resonates with your hear. Bravo!!