yeah same here lol
The only thing I've heard thats scary is if everything is a hologram, there's nothing because we're all software, God is some dude named Clark working for the real-life equivalent of Google. And it all just clicks off when we figure it out. If its that, I'm scared. Anything else, I'm down. Even FE, even though I'll scream its gay nonetheless.
As long as its not literally "all a dream" (worst literary cop-out ever) and there's some objective truth/meaning than I'm game :)