I hear you anon, I press on, despite muh short comings.
There is a hate I have and that's the hate of being deceived, discovering the deception and posting it here, so other anons may take aim.
Sometimes the way I articulate/write is rather caustic, but this is one of those defects I have, that lately I've tried to overcome and be a bit moar graceful, tough job for me.
I once heard Robert Bly, years ago, speak on his book 'Iron John', in which he mentioned: 'A warrior pursues a task and finishes it'.
The way I present myself in that task is rather rough around the edges, but it's one of those things I just have to work on.
Despite that, I'm here