Hmm, duped to the wrong bread…
The most insidious pressure comes from those that are most effective.
Mom tonight asking when I was going to fly.out and see her while she's still alive.
Then the pressure…wear a mask and get the Vax so you can fly…or don't you care?
Harder than I thought. Luke I mentioned briefly last night, I thought I was gonna go the easy route as some kind of easy sacrifice to help correct a divergent timeline and just kind wipe out. I was emotionally calloused over.
Now I know it ain't gonna be like that. It's gonna be a.long hard fight, and now the emotions long dormant are flooding back…
Same fucking day my dog diagnosed with terminal breast cancer.
I remember why I shut down. Emotions suck.
The ones around us drowning in fear try to grab on and drag us back down too.
Watched an interview with her about 2 years ago. Seems like someone that just wanted to play and sing, and now despises who she has become.
Pretty sure she knows she's fucked, it was just kind of a wistful interview.
She played the game for sure.