Once you are saved, God does NOT look at you according to your sin, He doesn't even see your sin anymore. It is as far as the east is from the west. That's what Jesus Christ paid for. In your eyes, you may see yourself that way (and you shouldn't by the way), but in His eyes you are made righteous (right in God's eyes) by the blood of Christ!
You are freed from sin and condemnation anon! Hallelujah!!