Q

Anon's

Military (especially the Marines)

Fellow Humans

Brothers & Sisters

I have come before you today to:

Apologize

Confess

Forgive and ask for forgiveness

Declare a final decision

I essentially have been awake since my teens, confused by what was preached and taught, when patterns of reality didn't support those lessons.

I essentially have lived a tortured life trying to fit in and feel loved/wanted/liked by others, while not respecting their adherence to normalcy.

When DJT, then Q, arrived on the scene, I came back to life, and tried to prepare to be apart of the great awakening, and the remaking of America.

Essentially, not having a good network of love and support, began to become fearful that I was being duped, when it seemed as if nothing was happening.

I entered a tailspin of anger and resentment, and took to posting my anger on the board, and venting, to include anger and disappointment in the military.

When cops arrested good men defending patriots, and letting antifa to destroy and remain free to do so nightly, I became further disillusioned.

My anger grew, I needed to do something, I started spending long days working outside to exhaustion, instead of inside, angry and watching for signs of "the plan to save the world".

There are no excuses, just my story, I regret taking my anger out on the good anons of the board, and especially any operators who may have read my vile and harsh condemnation of good men doing nothing (a reflection of myself, my life).

I have decided to accept that I can't discern anything properly, in a state of constant anger and anticipation of the justice phase.

I will from this point forward, lurk more, opine less, and refrain from thinking I know anything for certain.

I will hope that all is happening according to the plan, and allow that good men are doing the heavy lifting, and all will be made known.

Thank you for all you do, and put up with, I'm sorry I added to that frustration.