Seems perhaps you think that the word is changing your feels and want to test the theory by seeing if it's getting other too.
May I suggest a more useful tactic, a rule of thumb you might say. If you want to change your feels or your thoughts, just physically interact with the world differently. >>13692403 gets it.
Its that simple really. Go and do something each time you feel this way. Observe what 'somethings' work better than others.