don't worry about seeking God
He will find You
at the precipice
It's in front of You all the time, since the day You were born, just don't panic when u realise, take it straight on Your chest
You are watching a movie
If You will be noticed, You will receive most powerfull weapon in the creation, be carefull
or split out to other branch
thats all i can say, the rest cannot be described in words
BE CAREFUL WHAT U WISH FOR