So what exactly am I missing, then, what's changed since your last post? I almost threw it off as a shill. Think we deserve a bit of an explanation, however cryptic you decide to make it.
Appreciate your in depth explanation, anon.
As for what I believe, i'm not sure. I look at everything with bitter indifference now. Not really sure how much more I can take. Putting a big strain on my mental state, and my family's health.
Something's got to give.