Have you ever met any SEALs in real life?
Some of the most corrrupt literal gangsters you'll ever meet.
News is full of stories of them getting arrested.
They even killed a Green Beret a few years back, for snitching on the SEALs corruption!
The fact that you think they are going to save you is ridiculous.
Your life is the Wizard of Oz. It starts with a calm before a storm, followed by a dream in which you slay the witch and walk the golden road to find the human that sits behind the veil pretending to be an external god, at which point you awaken right back where you started, having found the things you thought you lacked were within you the whole time. It's all the same story. It's all your story.