Anonymous ID: e26e42 May 12, 2018, 9:35 p.m. No.1392626   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>2650 >>2660 >>2681 >>2688 >>2698 >>2700 >>2711 >>2722 >>2728 >>2742 >>2801 >>2819 >>2828 >>2834 >>2860 >>2905 >>2914

Call me

Concernfag

Shill

Whatever

 

I have a legit question

Intended for Q and team

Dont expect a response

Guidance maybe?

 

> Be me

> have job

> hate it

> consider driving into a semi every morning and every night

> not appreciated

> company in trouble

> pressure applied to lowest lvl to make up for losses

> fuck us, right?

> Never see family due to hours and drive

> not replacing employess

> traffic down

> they are trying to force us out without paying unemployment

> Cant enjoy weekend because monday is 2 days away

> i became isolated

> hatefull

> consumed with anger

> Found Q

> Made it through winter

> barely

> require surgery

> off work 3 months

> see kids every day

> The best 3 months of my life

> go back to work on Thursday

> would rather end it

> cant quit

> need insurance

> need money

> cant find another job that pays better than welfare

> unless i want a factory job working 3rds

> still wont see family

> god spoke to me

> told me what to do

> has for 15 years

> ignored him

> It doesn't pay the bills

> option is death or bankruptcy

> time is up

> nothing changing

> afraid i will drive into Semi if i have to go back to being a slave

> no options

> Why not?

Anonymous ID: e26e42 May 12, 2018, 9:46 p.m. No.1392719   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>2731 >>2748 >>2749 >>2782 >>2785 >>2818 >>2883 >>2887 >>3012 >>3039

>>1392650

 

Kinda sorta not relly.

Make sense?

 

Point is

I dont see the value in life anymore

I am fighting

Have since day 1

Had same job for 13 years

Family is all that matters

Why not if life is nothing more than glorified slavery

I fight

And fight

And fight

At the end of the day, i want nothing more than to be a parent

Cant because

money

No options

Cant start own business

Cant go to school

Cant pay bills without job

Loose everything

Or?

Im just wanting to know whtat reason is worth living for if we are slaves?

I dont want to stop fighting

Fact is

I dobt anything real will change

Q wont tell what freedom means

Wont tell us why we are fight8ng

Wont tell us what the future looms like

Trading one set of chains for another

 

I talk with god

Doesnt mind telling me what to do either

Cant tell me what or how though

Cant/wont tell me how to accomplish said task without loosing the one thing that is most important to me

Why?

Anonymous ID: e26e42 May 12, 2018, 9:57 p.m. No.1392821   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>2838 >>2960 >>3185

>>1392722

 

To be a minister

However

The bible is wrong

Every lie is based in truth

The bible has been altered to keep us enslaved

Jesus didnt heal the blind

He woke them up

It wasnt a physical correction to a vision problem

It was a true miracle

He woke them up

I cant teach/lead people following a broken word

Furthermore, he tells me to do it for free

Tried talking to wife

She gets angry and tells me i cant quit

I understand

Tell her i physically cant do it and would rather drive into a semi than go back to being a slave who leave their children to the state to raise

She doesnt believe me and just yells at me for taking unecessary risks

System has us all trapped>>1392782

I try

Leave house at 7

Dont get home till 8:30 that night

Kids in bed or heading there

Eat dinner

Relaxe for an hour or 3

Go to bed

 

Weekends are spent catching up on housework i couldnt get done during week

Means cant enjoy family cause house work

 

Literally

Entire day spent wondering how shitty my kids will turn out because i cant raise them.

Anonymous ID: e26e42 May 12, 2018, 10:05 p.m. No.1392918   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>2936

>>1392722

>>1392801

Congrats

That is outstanding

Dont drink

started smoking pot a year or so ago

It is the only thing that balances me out

The issue started well before weed

Infact, weed was the only thing that kept me in a somewhat decent mood the last year

Anonymous ID: e26e42 May 12, 2018, 10:07 p.m. No.1392952   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>2970 >>3016

>>1392914

 

Dont listen to radio

Kids usually in bed before i get home

See them for 10 _ 15 min in mornings and a little on the weekds

Spend more time telling them to leave me alone so i can clean or mow or repair something around the house than playing with them.

Anonymous ID: e26e42 May 12, 2018, 10:29 p.m. No.1393208   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>3225

>>1393066

And what is that?

How is that different than today?

If i decide to quit my job and be a father, will i still lose everything?

Will somehowmagically, the dollar will be worth more than a nickel and i will have enough?

What is freedom?

To me

Freedom is having enough money i dont have to work

You have to be born into that kinda money

Or spend your life working

Chasing someone elses dream

Not getting to enjoy it