how the fuck do i get past all the anger? Fathers day yeah right my adopted parents both sexually abused me and spiritually abused me. I see all this shit day in and out, and i just have blinding fucking rage towards so many and just want to see people exterminated. Jesus taught forgiveness and i am working on desperately to figure it out, but then i see things and yes i am very triggered and i explode. Knowing other children like myself have been tainted by this evil that has come down through the centuries like a virus, i look for those who to blame because people are to blame, and the cultures to blame yes that is there also. I just hate so much and i hate that i hate, i hate that others see this hate in me and are scared because they are not awake yet to the full complicity of the world for this evil. Call it jews, call it catholics call it cabal call it whatever you want but these fucks need to feel the fear that i still feel to this day. My memes have been shit since i stopped smoking and in some ways i was using that to silence everything while fighting here, but i just cant do that anymore either. Sorry for fagging, but today fuck Fathers. All except the Father up above who i hope knows he has a son down here hurting all because of these fucking scum bags, and for all the shills who support these institutions i pray you find salvation because there will be none coming from me.
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thank you all, i am trying desperately to do as many as you have said, its just people smack you with their ignorance of the depth of this and how deep the abuse and anger goes, and bam back at square one, one step forward two steps back, some just are not ready to see the horrors of this world and i really do not blame them, the things we learn and deal with are insane to say the least, but with the amount of dubs i am seeing tells me something else is at work as well. This memefag just wants to go home, but i have a book to finish which i know will help others i hope. SO thanks for your blessings and kind encouragement. I am still on this fucking line. Broken, crippled, but never gone. God bless you all fuck the cabal.
thank you will listen to some of the videos today. Always interesting in hearing others speak of the Father. Trying to understand all of this.
thank you for that especially, my only real life fren can not understand the anger i hold, and its so much easier to say let go then to process it and ride with it. Its not holding on to it either its like riding a bucking bronco, till it is broken down, and sometimes we just need the permission to feel those things. Thanks for that.