You haven't figured out yet that there's a difference between religion and Truth.
You need to learn to separate religion from Truth.
Don't reject Truth because of the lies religion teaches in His name.
The bible talks about Truth.
The Way, the Truth, and the Life.
Many reject the Way, the Truth, and the Life yet teach lies in His name. They worship and wait for death, but death wont come.
What do you think "to reach the kingdom of heaven you must be born again" means?
What do the false teachers of religion teach that it means?
Don't reject Truth because you don't understand it. Don't reject Truth because others claim it's something else.
Many have their minds locked in a Box of very limited understanding. They can't look past words on the page and see the Word.
The WAY, the TRUTH, and the LIFE.
No, that's your limited understanding. There is no my truth vs your truth, there is only Truth.
You fear what you don't understand.