If I had a dollar for every post I have seen like this in the last 5 years…. I would have a pile of worthless fiat.
I don't know what I am supposed to do. I no longer know what I should care about. Without truth there is nothing. I am surrounded by lies and can't decide what parts of the illusion are "real" anymore.
My only worry comes from being responsible for others. My only fear is letting down those I am responsible for. The worst part is not knowing what to teach those whom I owe an education. It the only thing we really have to offer and I seem to have misled about a great many things.
You seem nice. I just mean that I can not see where "babylon" begins and ends. Is my job what the lord wants me to do, or is it just part the of the matrix? A distraction from what I ought to be doing?
>Did you do so knowingly?
Do what knowingly? I think I know the difference between right and wrong for the most part. Far from perfect. People are counting on me to make correct decisions. I don't have a crystal ball and the news is all lies. Things could get ugly fast and they are not looking too rosey. Wrong choices could be the difference between life and death for others. No longer care about much except protecting those few good people around me. So many "friends" and family have shown true colors as of late. Who else around me is pretending?