I'm going silly over (wrong) happenings at me. Constant high pitch tinnitus from external source. Not bound to my tiny appartment, everywhere at my local area. Can't flush it by tuning guitar or turning on waterfaucet (which occasionally worked).
The flavour of my tobacco changed. Usually I smoke a light blend of "Pepe", "Rich Green" withput additives, it now tastes like the cheapest dark blend from aldi or french dark filterless - so disgusting I'm considering to quit (not easy when addicted).
And my neighbors are starting to behave even stranger than usual. Manipulated the light in the staircase to stay on all day and night on our floor while there is now light on the other floors at all. They are syrian "refugees", whole family droves of all ages going in and out nearly all times.
Something I can not yet recognize is going on and it does not seem nice.
I'm praying the sheeple get awakened soon and all this insanity at least gets recognized, so I can move on - like with paperwork at my local townhall and court.
I'm praying that America finds its unity this year and things get resolved in a way that the rest of the world can join in.
I pray that the patriots on the frontline doing the heavy lifting - be it on paper or with guns - don't run into trouble that makes things worse.
If I have to hold this survival status a nother 2 years, I'll be a piece of vegtable when liberty and freedom arives, praying that that doesn't happen.
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