This whole bullshit simulation/simulacrum/whatever-the-fuck is a joke at my expense (a nightmare). Everything is a lie. Even the voices in my head are a nightmare. Life was so great when I was ignorant and had no idea that my dumb existence (which never was normal to begin with…little did I know!) became even more weird when all of the wacky simulation/simulacrum (at this point, the only meaning given to words is the meaning I give them, and I mean what I mean, regardless of what words I use…too bad though, because I have to talk to the dumb NPCs) started happening.

Is there any way to turn the voices off without rage-quitting this awful video game?

The voices, which respond to my thoughts, with the words "like a hero," "celebrity," "you're not important," etc.

So what is it? Am I the hero? Am I "like" a hero? Does being "like" a hero imply that I'm not the hero, or is it just that even in a video game, the hero has to put up with constant bullshit from the NPCs, so then this would mean that I exist in a video game like Fallout or Skyrim, where I'm strictly in the middle of all the action, but I still have to unite humanity because all the NPCs are not united because they constantly bicker, fight, and argue over everything (personality traits, appearance, past traumas, privilege, money, class, etc.)?

It's all stupid. Everything has meaning, but ultimately, it also doesn't because this whole existence is bullshit (but hey, just like in a video game, the end is programmed from the very beginning, so just like the NPCs, I, too, have no agency or free-will.

>>14093246

I'm filtering you. You're awful.

Also, even though I've tried very hard to believe that stereotypes about niggers are false, ultimately they are true because all the non-nigger NPCs purposely ignore the nigger NPCs because they are all awful (fact). All the NPCs are awful regardless of whether or not they are white or black (fact). The only NPCs that matter to me are the ones I consider sexually attractive to me, and even those are off-limits to me sexually because this simulation is bullshit (it is a simulation because I've seen the real-life flesh and blood human NPCs legitimately fritz out and glitch right in front of my face as if they are computer characters!!!!)

All the racists are the ones with words hashtags like #BLM and #BlackLivesMatter in their bios on social media. No white NPC has black NPC friends unless the blacks are programmed to be like the whites (clean-cut, nice, accommodating, aesthetically and superficially attractive and nice in appearance, etc.).

>>14093270

The blond in your meme is the real NPC.

>>14093274

He just happens to be white?

Also, is that Yashar from Twitter?

https://www.iflscience.com/health-and-medicine/rare-mutation-provides-protective-genetic-superpower-against-obesity/

Everything is stupid. Even using terms like algorithm and anything related to computers and programming and hacking is a lie because things have happened to me and my technology that defies logic. Nothing makes sense in this broken clown-world video game. It's just awful and miserable by design for everybody. We're all equally miserable, I'm guessing, even the ones that are programmed to lie and say that everything is alright. It's like we're all living that picture of the dog in the burning house who says "everything is fine" or whatever.

https://www.nytimes.com/2016/08/06/arts/this-is-fine-meme-dog-fire.html

This article from 2016 can apply to every year ever… more like every single moment of existence that has ever been and will continue to be.

"rage-controlling electric shock"

Who else has experienced one of these brain-zaps in real life?

Does any of the MK ULTRA research discuss brain-zaps?

I wonder how much of psychotherapy and pretty much all of science is bullshit because all for the surveys/questionaires you're required to fill out/answer/respond to are broken by design (also, the fact that everyone lies for whatever reason, such as to get disability or to not be diagnosed as "crazy")?

>>14093348

typo

Meant to write "all of," not "all for."

>>14093349

I question whether or not a lot of the headlines in the news are fake, like all of the ones that mention crazy sums of money because everyone seems to be broke.

I wouldn't be surprised if the British Royal Family and the Vatican are broke. Just dumb NPCs who signed NDAs only to continue their dumb cosplay LARPs to keep this bullshit anarchic system in place.

It's weird, because I used to have money, I used to have a job, I used to have a life story that was pretty much handed to me, along with a supporting cast, and once I started realizing that this world is broken by design, everything started to fall apart.

>>14093367

This is why the Biden admin is seemingly as messed up as the Trump admin with reports of in-fighting.