You don't actually incarnate in a dream and, in the same way that you do not intentionally create worlds within your dreams at night, you did not intend to create this dreamlike illusory world either. If you'd created a planet full of death and rape on purpose you'd be a grade A asshole. Didn't read the rest of your post, it's probably full of mistakes too though.
Stop trying to teach unless you want to get buttfucked by karma, which you likely already are.