>..when you do know….unfortunately they attack EVEN MOAR cause they somehow have access to all of your memories. Any bad thing you did and anything that hurt you when you were young will be used against you…
Came to this conclusion about a month ago, only explanation I could come up with.
When enjoying happy memories of my youth, boom, out of nowhere pops in a traumatic event. It's either somehow in my programming, or it's external, invisible, and demonic.